After steaming the rice, I lifted up my skirt and squatted by the threshold, staring at the entrance of the village. Xu Fang said that in the evening he would buy two big herrings and come back to cook soup for me to celebrate my recovery from a serious illness.
Speaking of which, I’ve been nagging for a while. Since the peach season this year, he rescued me, who was looking for short-sightedness, on the edge of the cliff, and my life has not been smooth.
I seem to have a bizarre disorder where I often wake up and forget everything, including who I am.
At that time, Xu Fang Huihui woke up early in the morning, lest I wake up first and panic because of the blank memory. He always goes out of his way to say the same reassuring words, even if I’m sure I’ll forget it the next day.
This situation continued for a long time, until one morning, when I opened my eyes, I squeaked: “Xu Fang, I am thirsty.”
He was stunned for half a cup of tea before he went to boil the water. After a long time, the hand that poured the tea was still shaking.
Since then, my condition has gradually improved. At first, I had occasional forgetfulness. Recently, I have been able to read trivial matters very clearly. Xu Fang was in a good mood, so he went out early to earn money.
He really pampers me.
My temperament is not very good. I used to dislike rough food, and when he used the copper he saved to buy the dried meat, I began to talk about the neighbor’s sister Wang wearing a new cotton robe.
Xu Fang rarely annoys me. When he bumped into me and made trouble without reason, he would listen patiently and satisfy me as much as possible.
I once asked him, “Why do you treat me so well? After saving me, I found out that I was a troublemaker. If I lost it, we didn’t know each other.”
He replied: “It’s mostly because I’m bored.”
I kicked him wow wow wow, he pursed his lips and looked at me for a while, and said, “Zhifeng, because I know the pain of no memory better than anyone.”
Hefeng was the name he gave me. In fact, Xu Fang was also named by him. When he was picked up by the village chief a year ago, he lost his memory. You can probably recall the past.
Actually, I personally don’t want him to recover his memory. I often tell him that no matter what you have in the past, you are not allowed to leave me, but even if he promises a hundred times, I have never felt at ease. .
When I was feeling stupid, I pinched my face with one hand, and a sultry voice came from my ear: “I’m drooling out of my saliva.” Then he stared at the herring in his hand, ” Xiaoyu’er, your mother’s heart is broken thinking about you.”
I gave him a shove: “You are his mother!”
He frowned: “You are its mother, and I am naturally its father.”
I was instantly elated, and tried to hide the slightly raised corners of my lips. Without covering it, Xu Fang rubbed my head vigorously: “Has the cutting board been washed? I’ll make you a big herring soup.”
I don’t know if he is good at craftsmanship or fresh fish. I rarely eat to my heart’s content. While he was washing the dishes, I mysteriously stuffed a jade Xiao to him: “It’s for you.”
Xu Fang was stunned for a moment and asked, “Where did it come from?”
“Bought.”
“Where did you get so much money?”
“…saved.”
Xu Fang put on a “you can’t lie to me” gesture, and I said embarrassingly, “I earned it by doing laundry for the village chief’s wife.”
He had a distressed look in his eyes, “I, now I can’t give you brocade clothes and jade food at all, but if…”
I asked: “What?”
He paused for a while but refused to continue speaking. He just pulled me to sit down beside the tree and said, “Why don’t I play Xiao Xiao for you.”
Xiao Sheng played slowly, the breeze was blowing, his black hair was flying, and the slanting light made him look like a person in a painting.
I can’t help but look crazy.
Life was as peaceful and comfortable as I imagined, and just when I thought we were going to be like this forever, I stumbled across a sign on the stone wall of the market.
The person seeking notice is looking for the prince of Xia Yanghou, Nie Ran.
The Nie family is worthy of being the head of the four major families.
Not to mention the me who got along with him day and night.
When I got home, Xu Fang was cooking in the kitchen, and the screeching sound of the spatula swallowed all the words I measured on the way.
He is the noble prince of Xiayanghou, even if he doesn’t despise him, how can his family tolerate a wild girl of unknown origin like me?
However, what should come can’t be avoided. When I woke up the next day, Xu Fang was not sitting beside my bed as usual.
I frantically searched the whole house, but I didn’t see any sign of him.
Until you hear movement in the front yard.
I tiptoed to the door and saw the people kneeling on the ground in the courtyard with a look of fear on their faces. Xu Fang just stood there like Shi Shiran, his faint voice was majestic: “Go back to me.”
The elder in the lead said tremblingly, “Sir, the Marquis and his wife have been looking for you, and the young lady…”
Xu Fang glanced at him coldly. I have never seen him look like this. From my point of view, it looks like an angry look, “If I don’t leave, you still want to **** me back?”
Those people were immediately silent and kept kowtowing and begging for mercy. Xu Fang waved his sleeves impatiently and said, “Forget it, I will return to Suiyang in a few days to apologize to my father.”
It wasn’t until the group of people left that Xu Fang turned around and saw me standing by the door, panicked: “Hefeng, why are you awake?”
I stared at him blankly: “When did you restore Nie Ran’s memory?”
Xu Fang’s expression changed slightly: “You all know? You…”
I interrupted him: “Do you have a wife?”
Xu Fang couldn’t go on.
My tears dripped down unsatisfactorily: “You want to go back to reunite with her?” Xu Fang came over and took my hand, I threw it away: “If you want to go back, go back, I don’t want you to be pitiful.”
Xu Fang ignored my struggles and hugged me tightly, and hurriedly said: “Hefeng, how could I not want you… She, she and I haven’t officially worshipped, so you, don’t annoy me.”
I rubbed my eyes with trembling hands, and kissed away my tears: “Hefeng, I don’t like her, I will go back and tell my father that the person I want to marry is you, if they don’t allow it, I will bring When you leave, there is no place to be home.”
He looked at me with bright eyes, and I cried for a while before I recovered: “You can’t lie to me.”
He listened to what I said, untied the Yuxiao from his waist, put it on my hand, and said, “If I change my mind, you can hit me on the head with this Yuxiao, okay?”
I rubbed Yu Xiao and pouted, “Wouldn’t it be cheaper for you?”
Xu Fang simply picked me up and turned around a few times, laughing as he turned. At that moment, I really thought that whether he was Xu Fang or Nie Ran, he would always love me like this forever I.
Three days later we set off for Suiyang.
Xu Fang hired a carriage, and I complained about how much he was paid for, and he seemed to think it was a bit extravagant: “If my father insists on me marrying someone else, I have to steal some of my mother’s jewelry before eloping. If you come out, the desperation world will be calmer.”
I heard him say this, but I was a little unhappy, “Your father likes that girl very much?”
Xu Fang shook his head: “In recent years, the holy dragon has been ill, the prince is young, and Princess Xiangyi is assisting the government, and the court situation may be turbulent at any time. I am the prince of Nie Hou, she is the first assistant of Zhao, and the family of Nie and Zhao are like If you can get married, then…”
I don’t care about that, I just ask: “You childhood sweethearts?”
Xu Fang hastily denied: “I only consider her a little sister.”
I said, “When you first rescued me, you told outsiders that I was your little sister.”
Xu Fang said solemnly: “It is true that the first time I saw you, I was greedy for your beauty. Otherwise, what would you do with me if you love to jump off the cliff and not jump off the cliff.”
I punched his carriage.
When I arrived in Suiyang, Xu Fang put me in an inn. He changed into a clean Confucian robe and handed me all the silver and silver. He asked me to wait for him in the inn for one night, whether to go or stay, and come with me tomorrow. I say.
I haven’t tried to spend the night alone since I lost my memory, grabbed his sleeve and wouldn’t let him go, and said that if I would follow, Xu Fang said he would never let me hurt in the slightest, and he couldn’t promise to take him rashly. What will happen when I go home.
I sat beside me aggrieved, Xu Fang poured a cup of tea, and said with a smile, “If I can’t make it back tomorrow, you don’t have to be afraid, it’s probably because my father stopped me, and I always have a way to take you away. , if he finds you, I am afraid that he will send someone to persuade you to say something.
I finally let go of his cuffs: “Well, I’ll stick to it to the end.”
He kissed my earlobe: “Don’t be afraid, I’ll be with you, Zefeng.”
Afterwards, I often dreamed back at midnight and regretted many times why I let him go that night.
Xu Fang never came back to find me.
I stayed at the inn for two days, thinking that he was really under house arrest by his father, so I often pretended to be a passerby and wandered around Nie’s mansion until one day I saw a tall man in blue robe walking out of the mansion.
He wears a high crown of hair and is extremely elegant and handsome, and his arm is supporting a beautiful woman, walking slowly, as if he is afraid that he will fall if he walks too fast she.
It is Xu Fang.
I didn’t cry, and I didn’t rush forward. At that time, I actually thought that Xu Fang was just acting for his father.
I followed them for a long time, until I saw the woman entering a clothing store to choose clothes, and then I stopped Xu Fang at the right time.
When he saw me suddenly breaking out, a suspicious look appeared on his face. I asked, “Xu Fang, why didn’t you come to me?”
He showed a clear look: “The girl is afraid that she has mistaken the person.” Then he turned around.
Identified the wrong person? I held him in disbelief: “Xu Fang, what are you talking about, don’t scare me.”
Xu Fang took a step back respectfully: “This is not the person the girl is looking for, my surname is Nie.” I was so anxious that my tongue was knotted, “I know your surname is Nie, you are Nie Ran, and you are also Xu Fang… “
Perhaps because I was too excited, many passersby stopped to watch, Xu Fang waved me away, and said in a low voice, “Young lady, please respect yourself.”
I was stunned.
Xu Fang him, never speak to me in this tone.
At this time, the woman came out of the clothing store, looked at me casually, and asked Xu Fang, “Brother Ran, who is she?”
He glanced at me coldly, then turned to the woman, and said warmly, “I don’t know.”
The bottom of my heart was cold, helplessness and fear flooded my body.
Suddenly remembered a time before, I deliberately pretended not to recognize Xu Fang, so anxious that he almost went crazy, and then he couldn’t hold back his laughter, and he was suddenly stunned by me, so annoyed that he ignored me for a long time.
And this time, he said he forgot about me.
How I wish he would suddenly bend over and laugh and say, hey, you’ve been tricked.
But I know not.
I looked at his expression, cold, alienated, and a touch of contempt.
That’s not the way Xu Fang looked at Hefeng, it belonged to Nie Ran, a Nie Ran I don’t know.
He really forgot about me.
I looked at their backs and thought, if it just ends like this, then I’m not a gentleman.
Xu Fang is absolutely reluctant to be wronged by Hefeng. Then, Hefeng, who is not guarded by Xu Fang, will never tolerate the slightest grievance.
I slowly clenched my fists and stopped Xu Fang: “Young Master Nie.”
He and the woman turned their heads at the same time, Xu Fang frowned: “This girl, I’m going to say…”
I stretched out **** and said, “One year, the memories of this year, does Young Master Nie still have any impressions?”
He stayed for a while, and then his expression changed: “What do you mean by this girl?”
“Young Master Nie clearly understands what I mean.”
Xu Fang looked at me with a gloomy expression. Just as he was about to say something, the woman beside him said, “What nonsense are you talking about? However, my brother was seriously injured and in a coma for a year, so how can I remember it.”
Her snarky voice seriously interfered with my thinking. I had to look at her again: “Is the girl Zhao Yanran, the daughter of the first assistant?”
She stared at me in surprise: “You are…”
“You just said that Nie Gongzi was in a coma for a year, so do you know that if ordinary people don’t wake up for a year, their complexion will be withered because their meridians will not be activated, and their actions will not change?” I stared at her, “You Do you think that Young Master Nie looks like someone who has been in a coma for a year now?”
Zhao Yanran was at a loss for words and didn’t know how to argue. Just when I thought things had changed, Xu Fang interrupted angrily: “Enough. If Yanran didn’t take care of me in every possible way, how would I wake up? How can I let you, an outsider, arbitrarily provoke my relationship with her? This girl, no matter who you sent it, is to hinder our marriage or other plots. A woman!”
He put down his words and turned to take Zhao Yanran away, never looking back at me from beginning to end.
I stood blankly on the crowded street, letting passers-by point and point.
Actually, I have no idea what they’re talking about.
In my mind, Xu Fang’s last voice echoed over and over again, like countless sharp knives gouging out at my heart.
I suddenly miss Xu Fang very much, and I want to have a word with him.
I want to say, Xu Fang, I really, have worked very hard not to let people hurt me.
It’s a pity that it’s you.
Then, even the wind, who is not afraid of the sky and the earth, is powerless.
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